Later a boy came up to me and told me he was watching me write that morning but thought it was probably an extremely long, angry letter to my boyfriend. He he!
A photographer dude took this. hence the writing across my face.
Street based true stories and art from East London



After school in the summer I would walk to Ravenscroft Studios down Columbia Road, eating one of these:
The studio building was a warehouse and had double doors opening over the street. From the hot pavement below I could see that he was in and would whistle, or climb the iron gate and reach for the bell.
A rusty hand rail led up the paint-spotted concrete stairs and there was a strong smell of turps, which was even more intense inside the studio - and on my Dad's painting shirts.
Inside the studio there were some objects which are very clear in my memory, and which I would like to describe.
The first is a large antelope skull propped against a wall, which was stolen from the still life room at St Martins . Although aged and delicate with cracked nostrils and splintering eye sockets, it was crowned by shining, twisted brown horns three times the length of the head and as thick as my wrist. My Dad told me that he regretted this theft but I saw it as a trophy neverthless, imagining the herd of bellbottomed long-haired art students who lounged, smoking, outside St. Martin's on Charing Cross Road in the early 1970s.
The second is a miscellaneous collection of china cups on a shelf, made of blue and pink dipped porcelain, with half worn chipped gilt lips and dry drips of ink running from the rims. Inside were hardened pools of ink. If I wanted to paint a picture I could use one of these ink cups, dipping the wet point of a paintbrush onto the pastel of pigment, circling the tip and summoning up a little slick.
The third object is the industrial bulk of an etching press with its handle and wheel - the heaviest object I could imagine - associated in my mind at the time with Ironbridge, a Victorian mangle I had seen in a museum, and the Royal Mint.
Finally, a black woodburning stove, stoked with wood and coke through a hole in the top. (In winter, I would make tea in plastic thermos cups - mine with four sugar cubes - and then we'd eat fingers of shortbread that had been heated on the stove.)
Beyond the stove's silver chimney, upstairs, was Miguel - who was friendly, listened to loud music and painted naked women... in jungles? I remember his paintings as exotic and pornographic. (My brother crept upstairs to get a look.) Downstairs was Bob Mason, our American friend Cathy's husband, and the painter Hughie O'Donaghue who produced enormous canvases of crows against bleak, streaky-grey landscapes.
At first my Dad painted people - funny bands of people partying - men with ponytails and punks in brightly coloured clothes getting drunk. He also painted potraits. Later he stopped painting people and painted spots and circles and made some small sculptures using the balls he found in the gutter by the studio toilets.
Although they were outside with ricketty wooden doors that wouldn't shut, the studio toilets were magical. Outside, at the back of the building, they shared a wall with Columbia Primary School. Tattered tennis balls; the soft sponge balls used for Dodgeball; green plastic soldiers atttched to parachutes; model aeroplanes; the occasional football; dwarf bouncy balls which came to rest, like multicoloured marbles, in the paralell rungs of the drain cover ; all these came over the wall - a blessing from some benevolent playground god.










